I think I've never hated any day like this one.
Today it was just horrible. I had nothing in my mind, just the hate and sickness.
I feel I reached the dead point.
Plus I have absolutelly NO inspiration.. which is the worst for me because I'm too adicted on fashion and when I have no idea what to wear, it just deepens my melancholy. I think I can't even call it melancholy. I scream for help again.. Not to call someone who helps me, I know nobody would, but to scream out the pain a little. My head is going to explode. All I want is a sword I could cut my head in half with so the pain would vanish.

And the last thing I need now is school. Fuck.

Tags: diary
mood: dead

I've just woke up, it seems funny to me.
School almost killed me and I had to prepare for the tomorrow's boring family birthday part that will drag on for ages and because of the fact I HAVE TO go there, I can't go to a friend's 18th birthday party. T.T
Anyway... This is not the theme of my post. :3

I wanted to post to fruits regularly but I ended up being too lazy for it.
But today I took some photos and decided to post it to fruits and also to Decorou každý den (= Decora Daily on my blog) ^^

My today's fruits post

I also found my older post... I can't find the first one, I think it's way too long time ago :3
My older post

I hope everyone's having a good time.
And I hope my sister's enjoyed the concert of Prodigy today. ^^

Tags: diary, outfit

I'm sooo happy today!
It's so rare when I can say I am smiling and enjoying it. ^^
I almost fell asleep at school (Biology was critical.) but then I went out with Dana, it was funny because we were sitting at the square and talking for about two hours... We just noticed it's so dark suddenly and the street lamps are on. XD We went to McDonald's (We should have some kind of customers' sale XD) and met Lucka and Anča there.. the two cute decoras from Pilsen. :3
So we were sitting and talking (mainly about Japan.. mm.. I think just about Japan XD) and it made me so cheerful, I'm so glad I could spend the afternoon with them all. ^^

I realized there's a boy wearing a pink coat in the city... I wonder if I could take him home someday. *enthusiastic* :D I'll ask him when I'll meet him. :3 Just.. "Excuse me.. Could I take you home with me?" *www* XD Okay, okay, this is my darker site. *wuuuu* o_O Sometimes I'm scared of myself..

I have to write (and translate) the sentence Anča said... it's so funny XD
"Já úplně vidím, jak jdeme po ulici my.. já, Japonec a naše dítě.. a všichni máme šatičky."
"I can see it clearly.. We walk on a street.. me, a Japanese boy and our child.. and we're all wearing dresses."


Anyway I had to wake up earlier today because of Poupée.. It didn't work yesterday so I had to dress up my doll this morning at 6 o'clock.. That sucks. ><

And my (poor) outfit today:
(I just.. seem not to have any inspiration this week. x.x)


Rundown (You can't see some things so well so I'm writing a rundown to know what to search for in the picture :D):
Pink pants: Terranova
Black braces: H&M
Violet T-shirt with panda: H&M (childish)
Pink cardigan: C&A
Pink bow (on the cardigan): Some random shop in Britain (in Bath)
Pearl necklace: Takko
Bow hairclip: China Town Market (London)

♥ ♥ ♥

Tags: diary, outfit
mood: cheerful
music: An Cafe - Ichigo

,,After the terror following disaster has faded from memory, disaster will strike again."

I love the weather today and I heard the winter will come in February. Such a long Autumn, yay!
Anyway my outfit from today... It's very poor (simple) 'cause I couldn't wake up in the morning and had no idea what to put on. ><


I wore this with my black H&M high heels, brown "nerdy" sweater and a cheetah-printed jacket (if you're interested, see my poupée)

Tags: diary, outfit
mood: dead

I sent the application form, I feel kinda nervous...
Anyway I bought two Christmas presents! (The first two unfortunatelly T.T)
And I figured out there's a group of hip-hopers with baseball poles in Pilsen. Scary. :D

Today's outfit.. I'm not gonna write any rundown, if you want to know something, just ask. ^^
(on the photo with sister at school)


P.S. Nothing useful in the local second-hands T.T Seems like I'm gonna focus on buying Christmas presents. :D I have no good ideas. Kyaaa T__T

Tags: diary, outfit
mood: stressed